Fist&&foremost ,
Thank you larh azly , for editing this blog .
Much appreciated .
Here i go ,
You knew me from the start , how can you do this to me ?
You changed and promised me that it wasn't going to be like before .
Wow ehk wow .
I thought we were like sisters .
I was wrong .
And now , your hurting me ?
Why ? Did you stop and think , how much this would effect me ?
I thought i was selfish but i guess , i was wrong .
You were , all along , the selfish one .
Did you ever think that i was going to forget this , in a click ?
How ? you tell me .
How am i going to forget and act as if it was all show ?
It's not , it's reality .
All your promises to me ?
All your sweet words ?
It may be a wound for you , but it's a scar for me .
It's never going to heal .
I'm disappointed . I really am .
You still have the guts to say that can we live as though everything was perfect ?


i thought it would be for real this time ,
but once again , pushing me out the door .
you know what ? this time , i'll be more than welcome to leave .
and start a new life .
if this is how you want it to be ,
fine ,we'll do it , your way .