pout like there's no tmrw .

Everything was Mickey's idea .
Cheer up kay Mickey ?
As a friend this is the least I could do .
I'm certain that everything will be allright .
Let her cool down , maybe she's confused and stuff .
Ouhkai , Mickey ?
I know your trying to cover up your sadness by forgetting abt it .
But unfortunatelleh , the more you try to forget the more you'll rmmbr .




We had alot of fun talking abt the future and stuff .
And at that moment it felt as though everything was fine .
We were laughing away even at the slightest joke .


Currentlleh , everything seem dark .
I don't care whether I'm going or not , 'cause now everything else doesn't mttr except for your trust towards me .
I knw you want the best for me .
I knw you don't want to see me hurt again .
But there's a reason behind every closed doors .
And your are blaming me .
Like you , I'm also sad , dissappointed , furious , shocked .
Yes , I admit , I was pathetic .
I was dumb .
I'm sorreh .
But I didn't even knw what was going on .
And you know , I don't like being scolded for no reason .
You should knw me bttr than anything else .
Yes , you should .
And I'm sorreh if I dis-obeyed you .
I'm sorreh .
I realleh am .
I just hate being kept in the dark luh .
I am not blaming anyone but myself .
I'm sorreh , I shouldn't have asked her for anything .
It's not that I'm choosing my friends over you .
You are are way more important to me .
I promise you , I will try to change for the bttr .

I'm sorreh , Mummeh .
Sensing that your hurt ,
onlleh hurts me deeper .

Thank you guys , for being so caring .
I appreciate it .

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