Currentlleh , I'm feeling down , like throwing mud into muddy water which onlleh makes it muddier .

Just what the hell is happening ?

I'm not making a fuss .

But sometimes , I find it hard to express what I realleh feel inside .

I never brag but sometimes , things get out of hand .

And not letting it out would onlleh make me even more depressed .

I don't care anymore , I've been thinking of so manneh things that I'm becoming into someone I'm not .

Iiqah is Iiqah ,

and you can nvr change that .

You told me " If there were any complication[s] , we'll work it out together . "

Look whose talking now .

But somehow , the word "together" seem to fade quite along time ago .

Actualleh , it faded a few months back .

But somehow , I keep giving into you that I forgot where I stand .

It's no use .

It's so pathetic and saddening that somehow , I actualleh gave face to you .

Like you said , "So manneh things , so little time " .

Yes , I can understand but there are limitations .

I guess you've hit the spot .

Being busseh , is never a good reason .

Everyone's busseh .

I sometimes don't get you .

What do you realleh want frm me ?

See me , hurt ?

Wah , feels like being on top of the world argh whenever you see girls do that esp just for you ?

I don't understand .

You make words sound so god damn effing sweet to the core.

But yet again you can make them sound so hurtful to the maximum .

Yes it's time .

It's now or never .

I'm speechless .

For whatever reason[s] there was behind the after storreh , well , I have to say it's bttr this way .

Hurhur .

Pls , don't come back .

Don't ever .

I'm sick and tired of your antics .

I think I'm alreaddeh used to it that now it doesn't mttr anymore .

I don't give a damn alreaddeh .

It's done and over .

Full stop .

Falling in it was my problem and don't worreh I can conquer this by myself .